what doesnt kill you, simply make you stranger.
can you falling in love with talent?
let's say you went to a restaurant and there's a woman that serving your food. you enjoyed the food and situation there. do you think there's a chance that you'd fall in love with that person just by eating their food?
is that possible you can fall in love with someone just from their talent? i mean, here's the sample ; this is the first time you met someone, he talk to you, you see his eyes and you listen what he talked. logicly, there's no chance you can fall in love with him at that moment right? at the moment you just see his talent in talking ( i think talk is a talent because talk isnt easy, i always hate people who said "ngomong doang mah gampang'', kalo ngomong gampang kenapa pekerjaan PR dll itu gajinya mahal, ya kan?)
but, i think whether its (talent) food,art,talk, picture, anything, the person is somewhere within the object. if you like what they make, doesn't that mean you already like one part of that person? because the taste of the person who made it is in it.
so, can you falling in love with talent?
but, i think whether its (talent) food,art,talk, picture, anything, the person is somewhere within the object. if you like what they make, doesn't that mean you already like one part of that person? because the taste of the person who made it is in it.
so, can you falling in love with talent?
grow up tep!!
what can i do in order to become an adult?
how do i become someone who is able to support another people?
aaaaaahhh... grow up tep, punya mimpi jadi dewasa tapi ga pernah bisa dewasa.
wajar aja orang yang udah dewasa ga bisa di mengerti ya tep? -_-
HONEY AND CLOVER
teringat prinsip dasar ekonomi, terdapat kelangkaan dalam pemenenuhan kebutuhan manusia (scarcity). hal itu terjadi karena tidak terbatas nya kebutuhan manusia sementara alat pemenuhan kebutuhan memiliki limit atau batas.
so, in this world not everyone can get what they want, right? because quantity is limited. sometimes, what you want is right in front of you but you cant get it. eventhough it's right in front of you, there's something you can have. how much you strech your hand out, there's something you can never touch.
why must people chase after things that are impossible to reach? why must people continue to walk forward while following a goal they cant see?
i really hope, someday i can decided not to chase something that i can't obtain.sama seperti pucuk bunga yang udah mau patah, kadang kita ga tega mencabutnya karena dia masih keliatan indah, dia belum mati. atau mungkin masih ada harapan suatu hari ada keajaiban kalo dia bakal hidup lagi. but if you dont get rid of the bad part, a new one wont grow.
tapi paradoks nya, why we can just give up for something we like? even for something you like, sometimes its exhausting to keep doing it, right? some people have no desire at all for something their like, if thet want to go, then they go.
eventough i can't obtain all i want, is there a light at the end of the path if you continue to search (hahhaha, i remember quotes on cover this blog "light will guide you home''-coldplay) even if your wish didn't come true. is there a small bit of happines waiting somewhere. there always a small and happy gift for those who are not good but work hard, right?
p.s: inspired after watching honey and clover drama series, nice drama. :'') but i prefer the anime series than the drama series. more details and touching moment.
do you believe in karma?
do you believe in karma?
i believe whats goes around, comes back around. maybe i deserve my own karma, so just wait for your turn. karma is everywhere, you might not know when it hits you. no need to hate the one who hurt you, laugh and forgive until you forget because karma is sweeter than revenge. just let karma do their job.i cant wait when karma catches up with you. people who create their drama, deserve their own karma. karma going to get you real good one day, and i'm not going to feel sory for you because you ask for it. remember darl, karma has no menu, you get served what you deserved. cry will pay with cry, suffer will pay with suffer.
karma just like a skin of banana, when you throw it in wall to make other people fall, you will end up slipping on it. you know what they say about karma? it always take care of you, make sure it works.
like boomerang, the gravity of karma ensures that whatever is sent out, always return to it sender.
you are the cause in your life and as it show up the effect. people will forget your mistake but people will never forget that feeling.
ah i will wait it patiently, wait for karma stab you in back.
if karma finally hits you in your face, i will be there just in case it needs some helps.
if karma doesnt hit you, i will :)
FAVOURITE TWEETS AND QUOTES
HALOO LONG TIME NO SEE >.<
setelah lama ga ngeblog tiba tiba kangen nge blog lagi. hari ini mau sharing sharing ah, tentang tweet-tweet apa aja yang aku favoritin in my twitter accounts @stevipebriani . so here it is, all tweets in my favourites:
1. next time if you need to say "i love you" to someone, well, make sure that they deserve it. via @gandrasta
2. love when you're ready not when you're lonely. via @thenotebook
3. well, love was never meant to be easy. whether in finding it or keeping it.
4. i'd rather be friendless loser than have a bunch of friends who secretly hate me.
5. all great achievements require time. via @ninagarcia
6. being critical is good. being bitchy is a different thing. bitch. via @jokoanwar
7. the less you care, the happier you will be. via @theilluminati
8. keep smiling, because life is a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about. via @acneskinsites
9. If a guy tells you he is different, he is just like all the others. If he really is different, he’ll show you, not tell you. via @damnitstrue
10. terkadang kita dipukul bukan supaya luka tapi supaya sadar. via @zarryhendik
11. tidak kah ada padamu semangat untuk menyambut gempitanya rasa jatuh cinta lagi? Ah, makanya jangan yang dulu saja yang dipikirkan. via @zarry hendrik
12. no matter where you are in the world, the moon is never bigger than your thumb. via @damnitstrue
there are many more in my favourites, tapi ini aja deh dulu buat skrg yaaaa :)
Whats on my make up box?
make up tools for beginner like me ;p
hari ini saya mau sharing sharing ah, tentang apa aja produk yang ada di dalam make up box saya. hehehehe ;p cuma ada sedikit sih, ok mari kita cekidot.1. make up product
pertama adalah bedak, untuk bedak saya menggunakan the body shop tabur dan padat. bedak padat nya bagus, meng cover, ga ada kesan fake nya yang penting mungkin warna yang digunakan jangan terlalu gelap atau terang. terus untuk bedak taburnya sih kurang bagus warna di wajah, gatau apa saya salah warna atau gimana. kesan nya itu fake dan agak mengkilap ada shimmer-shimmer nya gitu. yah saya sih recomendded bedak taburnya aja.
kedua adalah blush on, untuk blush on saya pakainya etude house lovely cookie, awalnya beli karena packanging nya lucuu banget, cute. pas dipakai ternyata agak kurang puas sih, pertama warna nya terlalu pink tapi ga keliatan, transparan banget. terus spons nya agak susah dipakai. dan terakhir shimmernya itu kebanyakan, susah kalau mau dipakai waktu siang hari. tapi kalau buat lucu lucuan sih etude emang juara packaging nyaa.
ketiga make up mata yang terdiri dari eye curler, mascara, sama eye liner. minus eye shadow karena saya ga bisa pakai eye shadow dengan bener. ada yang bisa ngajarin? hehehe.. eye curler nya saya pakai dari the face shop karena harganya murah, kuat dan dapat bonus busa ganti nya 2. lumayan lah eye curler dari face shop solid, pegangan nya ga licin, dan pegas nya bagus. mascara nya saya pakai merk revlon yang double twist tapi revlon ini kekurangannya agak menggumpal dan sikat nya agak terlalu besar jadi susah kalo buat bulu mata bagian bawah. revlon double twist ini waterproof tapi kadang masih suka bleberan ke bawah mata, overall sih kurang puas sama revlon ini, lagi ngidam max faxtor yang canggih banget tapi belom sempet beli. :""") terakhir eyeliner, saya pakai etude house lagi yang jumbo pen liner. bentuk nya kayak kuas gitu dan super tebal (bisa tipis juga) recomended deh. makai nya juga gampang, cocok nih buat pemula pemula eyelinerian. dan gampang dihapus juga kalo ada kesalahan aplikasi. minusnya sih cepet ilang apalagi kalau suka ga sengaja ngucek mata kenceng udah deh kayak garis putus putus itu eyeliner.
keempat adalah conclear, untuk conclear lagi lagi dari etude house surprise mini conclear, bagus sih tapi kadang kurang nutup. saya biasa pakai untuk bawah mata sama bagian mulut yang agak gelap. tapi kayakna tone warna nya terlalu cerah untuk kulit wajah saya jadinya kadang agak fake kesan nya kalo pakai kebanyakan.
kelima ada BB cream alias blemish balm cream, merk yang saya pakai adalah baviphat magic girls blemish bb cream spf 30.teksturnya ga terlalu berat, warna nya bisa menyesuaikan sama warna kulit, jadi ga perlu takut terlalu terang atau gelap tone nya. terus gak berminyak, dan gak shimmering (beberapa bb cream yang saya coba agak ada mengkilap shimmer gitu). love it!!! jadi kalau pakai bb cream ini ga usah pakai bedak lagi juga ga papa soalnya dia gak mengkilap dan lengket di wajah.
keenam dan yang paling sakti (cant life without it!!) itu adalah LIP TINT, yah buat orang dengan warna bibir ga merah seperti saya (bahkan kadang cenderung kehitaman) lip tint itu adalah penyelamat dunia. hahaha lebay dikit yee. lip tint yang saya pakai "again" dari etude house, dear darling tint no 01. setelah tony moly habis akhirnya mencoba pakai yang dear darling, aroma nya enak, warna nya pas merahnya dan ga glossy (karena lip tint). tapi masih belum secanggih tonny moly chery tint warna nya (baca: review saya mengenai tony moly tint disini). tapi dear darling recomended lah buat temen temen yang ga suka pakai lipstik, lipgloss tapi pengen warna bibirnya merah alami.
okay gimana dengan temen temen? ada yang udah pernah nyobain produk diatas dan punya review nya? let me know it :).
favourite places to eat in dramaga. yeaaayyyyy!!!
nemu tempat makan bagus di dramaga itu langka loh, apalagi tempat yong cozy, nice and most important is cheap!! dan enak juga terutama.
and from suggested by my friend fadhli , menemukan tempat makan yang bagaikan oasis di tengah tengah dramaga yang tempat makannya monoton ini.
nama tempat makannya D CHAMPION, alamatnya di jl. raya dramaga KM 7 depan indomaret/central elektronik. telp 0251-8628071.
jangan kaget kalo udah nemu tempatnya itu di bawahnya ada bengkel mobil dan car wash gitu, karena konsepnya emang semacam rest area with wifi.
and this is my review about this cafe and resto.
1. the places
2. the food
begitu dateng ke tempat ini, kita bakal langsung di sambut sama mas mas yang ramah tapi mas nya kaku amat. hahahha.. juga langsung disuguhin teh anget gratis. yeyyyy ( we loved free!!!), waktu kesini pesennya iga bakar. dan itu udah termasuk iga bakar 2 potong, kuah sup, tempe, tahu, nasi sama tomat. rasa makanan nya enyak :), saos sambel iga nya itu pake kacang, jadi agak manis dari kacang gitu. sup nya gada isinya cuma bawang tapi enak pas sama rasanya. oiya di menu mereka kasih recommended menu gitu dan menu recomendednya antara lain: bakso goreng gombastis, singkong bangkok, pisng bakar coklat keju, ice hot teh tariikkmangg, kopi susu special, special es timun berastagi, sapi lada hitam, nasi goreng ikan asin, ayam merona dan ayam romantis, sapo tahu seafood, mun tahu sapu, ala carte iga bakar special, tom yam bangkok. itu menu yang recomended nya aja, ada banyaak bgt menu lainnya (pegel bok ngetik atu atu).
3. the prices
okay this is most important part for us (read:student) right? apalah arti tempat enak dan makanan enak kalo merusak kantong. untuk makanan yang saya pesan itu satu paketnya 15 ribu, dan saya puas dengan rasanya. worth it! really worth it, kenyang sampe enek (nambah nasi gratis). oiya buat makanan termahalnya itu gurame saus mangga 30 ribu rupiah, dan termurah itu teh manis anget 2 ribu. yang lainnya harga nya berkisar belasan sampai 20 an sih rasanya. murah kann? apalagi tempatnya asik dan fasilitasnya lengkap gini. this is one of my favourite places now (buat ngerjain tugas, macar, sama numpang wifian kenceng).
oiya saya juga pesan hot cappuchino nya harganya 6 ribu rupiah dan rasanya yaahhh rasa capucino. (ga bisa bedain rasa kopi soalnya)
kesimpulan akhir: tempat ini recomended banget buat mahasiswa yang pengen tempat tenang, cozy, bersih, murah dan makanan nya enak. 5 bintang buat tempat makan di daerah dramaga. really recomended. bahkan ini sekarang masuk list tempat makan favourite saya.
LEESSANG my new favourite artist.
Leessang (Hangul: 리쌍; stylized as LeeSsang) is a South Korean Hip-hop duo, composed ofKang Hee-gun ("Garie") and Gil Seong-joon ("Gil"). Formed in 2002, Leessang is known for its collaborations with Drunken Tiger, Yoon Mi Rae, Big Mama King, Hwayobi, and many others. Leessang is composed of one vocalist and one rapper.The duo has released seven albums to date: two self-titled records in 2002 and 2003, Library of Soul in 2005, Black Sun in 2007,Baek-a Jeolhyeon (백아절현) in 2009, Hexagonal in late 2009, and Asura Balbalta in 2011. ( article from wikipedia/leessang )
leessang has two members garrie (gary) famous in running man reality show and gill who appears in some reality show too.
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sebagian besar lyric di leessang di ciptakan oleh garie, dan gil bertindak sebagai pencipta musik. lagu leessang yang berjudul turned off the tv, di banned oleh pemerintah korea karena lirik nya yang dianggap tidak pantas,video klipnya kocak walau berbau sedikit seksual (tapi engga seksi atau gimana, cuma secara implisit aja) tapi hal tersebut tidak berdampak buruk dan mendapat tanggapan negatif, karena lagu tersebut malah berada di semua tangga lagu teratas di korea. (you must hear it, chic, easy listening and i cant stop hear that song,so adiccted >.<)
beberapa lagu rekomended dari leessang selain turned off the tv adalah for me the answer is you, the girl who cant break up the man who cant leave (fheww judulnya panjang), rush, im not laughing, dan banyak lagi, coba dengerin album asura baltata, satu album lagunya bagus, musiknya bagus, malah menurut saya akhirnya ketemu juga penyanyi korea yang bukan cuma ngedance sama aegyo ber cute2 ria. liriknya juga (setelah di translate) kereeennn. gariiieeee ga nyangka ternyata jeniuss, pantesan nge gombalin jihyo nya jago (dalam reality show running man).
ini link buat nge download lagunya leessang yang turned off the tv : leessang turned off the tv
try to listen it :), i enjoyed it so much, hope you can enjoy it too. leessang seumdwaa!! >.<
DONT!
don't cry! if you keep doing it, it will become your habit.
don't lie! if you keep doing it, it will become your habit.
and last, dont run away! if you keep doing it, it will become your habit.
geol ah (read: goro) dialog in sungkyunwan scandal, korean drama.
father
today i really miss my dad :'')
dance with my father lyric
Back when I was a childBefore life removed all the innocenceMy father would lift me highAnd dance with my mother and meAnd thenSpin me around 'till I fell asleepThen up the stairs he would carry meAnd I knew for sureI was lovedIf I could get another chanceAnother walkAnother dance with himI'd play a song that would never ever endHow I'd love love loveTo dance with my father againWhen I and my motherWould disagreeTo get my way I would runFrom her to himHe'd make me laugh just to comfort meyeah yeahThen finally make me doJust what my mama saidLater that night when I was asleepHe left a dollar under my sheetNever dreamed that heWould be gone from meIf I could steal one final glanceWhen final stepOne final dance with himI'd play a song that would never ever endCause I'd love love love toDance with my father againSometimes I'd listen outside her doorAnd I'd hear how mama would cry for himI'd pray for her even more than meI'd pray for her even more than meI know I'm praying for much to muchBut could you send herThe only man she lovedI know you don't do it usuallyBut Dear LordShe's dying to dance with my father againEvery night I fall asleepAnd this is all I ever dream
darah selalu lebih kental daripada air. thats family, how far our distance each other. how bad our relationship. something people and situation changes, the relathionship changes too. tapi keluarga terikat sama hubungan yang paling dekat, we bond by blood. you cant choose your family, they made up to you. :)
GARY QUOTES
Orang bilang, segala yang kita lalui saat muda akan terbayar dengan hal yang lebih baik di masa depan. Tetap bertahan,walau kalian mungkin sekarang sakit sampai berdarah-darah. Kerja keras tak akan pernah mengkhianatimu
quote by: kang gary , known as cast on running man, and rap duo in leessang.
4 AM
i cant sleep, its already 4 am. entah kenapa selalu ga bisa tidur, udah lebih 3 bulan kayak gini. keriput di mata nambag, muka pun terlihat kusam. kepikiran skripsi, kepikiran kebahut, kepikiran turun lapang. haaaaaaaahhh
ingenuo comic by Ryan
this week is heavy week. so i need to get relaxed after oh-so-drama week. so i started to read manga. and my choice goes to ingenuo manga by ryan. yeayyyyyyy (claphands). you may said that iam so outdated bcause this is old manga. hahahaha.. seriously this manga published in 2002 or 2003. ten years ago!! forgive me for my outdated knowledge about manga, but still this manga is very funny and intresting. suitable for teenagers or mature readers.
ingenuo is comic by ryan (in indonesia book) or laiann from taiwan. this is my first tim read comic from taiwan, so does manga suit to called it manga? manga is called to comic from japan, right? manhwa if from korean, so if its from taiwan , should i called it? aahhh forget that. lets mention it as comic from now.
ingenuo is story about ding jiayu (16 y) and yang zhao (30 y). both of them are photographer, ding jiayu is assistant photografer for yang zhao. in beggining, ding jiayu act and dress like a boy, so yang zhao doesnt know that ding is a girl and accept her as his assistant.
but the conflict its not about girl who dress and act like a boy, because the truth is yang zhao knows about ding jiayu and like her since she was 4 years old. >.< (sounds like pedofil right?). this comic has 15 series and lots of funny caracters, such as lulu, giovanna, songya, ding jiayu mother and father and of course,love triangle between ding jiayu, yang zhao and aiwen a famous star idol in taiwan.
i really recomended this comic, maybe the conflict is too much and doesnt important, like many girls who like yang zhao,ding jiayu have a eye blind. but still the story really interesting and the picture nice too.
Rintik hujan, putu Bambu dan lolongan nya yang kesepian
malam ini bogor hujan (lagi), rasa-rasanya sama seperti mungkin yang dirasakan forest gump, selama tinggal di bogor, rasanya hujan bukan hanya satu jenis, ada hujan besar yang berpetir dan menyeramkan mirip seperti bapak tua gendut besar tukang marah-marah tapi biasanya marahnya cuma sebentar, ada hujan kecil rintik-rintik halus, mirip perempuan cantik tukang gosip yang kalau cerita bisa berjam-jam, ada hujan sedang tidak terlalu rintik tp belum terlalu besar tapi bikin kepala basah dan pusing kepala, kelakuannya mirip orang-orang pada umumnya, normal, tapi kalu terlalu dekat kadang bisa bikin bingung dan sakit kepala, hujan tapi panas mirip anak muda yang malu malu tapi galau (-_______-''), hahhhhh banyak sekali jenis hujan di Bogor. malam ini hujannya mirip rintik rintik besar, berangin dan awet seharian. mudah mudahan ketika reda nanti tidak ada serangan peluru dan meriam yang menyerang kita semua seperti film forest gump.
hujan malam ini bikin semua orang malas keluar rumah, jalanan sepi, becek dan basah. hanya ada satu suara di luar yang terdengar sangat mencolok, selain suara hujan yang mendominasi tapi enak didengar (Really, sound of the rain is one of my favourite melody, it just sound so peace). suaratuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu uwuwuwuwuwuuuuuu panjang dan melolong, suara yang biasanya disertai dengan semburan api lampu petromak? (Saya ga tau lampu api tukang putu itu namanya apa). tapi suaranya terdengar kesepian sekali. tuuttt tuuuutt melolong-lolong berkompetisi bersama suara hujan, suara kesepian yang berusaha dan mencoba menarik perhatian perut perut kosong yang ingin diisi oleh manisnya putu bambu.
i dont know, but it is just me who think that sound hear so lonely? iseng iseng saya mencari keterangan tentang putu bambu di google,and guess what? i found teh fact that the famous putu bambu is originally from medan (sumatera utara) ahhhhhh... i found the answers, why i feel the tone of putu bambu sound so lonely, mungkin hanya saya yang merasa kesepian, mungkin suara putu bambu itu refleksi suara hati saya, suara kesepian yang rindu untuk pulang, suara kampung halaman yang memanggil untuk pulang,seperti halnya suara putu bambu yang mencari perhatian kepada perut untuk diisi olehnya. seperti saya dulu waktu merengek rengek mencari perhatian bapak buat beli jajan putu bambu dan putu mayang untuk dimakan bersama kakak kakak saya.
is everybody going crazy?
is everybody going crazy? i guess, you all know that was part of simple plan song tittled "crazy".
today topic is crazy, why crazy? this is because today, i meet my friend and we hangout together, she was my bestfriend but we dont meet for a long time. today she was came to my place because she got one day off from her office, she is nurse, and she was working in marzuki mahdi hospital. special mental problem hospital. i am so interested with her story and experiment about working there. she told me in there patient will be placed in specific area depending on their condition, such as : violent/abusive behavior (perilaku kekerasan), self isolated (isolasi diri), hallucination (halusinasi), low self esteem (harga diri rendah). honestly, i cant remember all she tell me about the condition and place, so correct me if im wrong >.<.
i am rewriting crazy liric from simple plan, dont know why, but after hear my friends story about her patients, i think this song explain lot of example from patients condition theory. dont you think the truth is everybody going crazy now? we have lot of hallucination and start blame and prejudiced each other, all of diet method things and zero size, social media euphoria and forget about our social life in real life? dont you think we must start to reserved place to our self in marzuki mahdi ? hahahahaha.. relax guys, im just kidding about that, or not :ptell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look, I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
They won't stop till they've reached their dreams
Diet pills, surgery
Photoshopped pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me
Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong
I guess things are not how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's World War III
No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me
Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong
Is everybody going crazy?
Is everybody going crazy?
Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUVs
While kids are starving in the streets
No one cares
No one likes to share
I guess life's unfair
Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something, something is wrong
Is everybody going crazy?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong
GREAT BUT CHEAP BEAUTY PRODUCT
Talk about great but cheap product, i want to share my experience when i use my cosmetic product. lip tint is one of my favourite product, its simple and instanty giving a brighten into your face, it is giving natural look too. my favourite lip tint brand is tony moly, sample size >.< (i know what you think, but iam a cheap price lover college student). i got that from local online shopping near my campus, with very reasonable price. just 10.000 IDR, hahahahahaha very cheap right?okay let me review this product, tony moly is a lip tint. liquid lip color,thick texture, but not sparkling or shiny like lip gloss, it gives a very natural red color on your lips (but dont use it too much), rub a little on your lips and blend it with your hand to get a natural red looks. this product make my lips a little dry but its okay because i like the color very much, but a little advice, dont forget to put your lipbalm before you apply it. sometime when i was in hurry, i put the lip tint onto my cheek and lip.
another re post from my previous blog
menjalani hari takkan pernah berhenti
berorganisasi itu apa sih? ngapain sih kita berorganisasi waktu tpb (tingkat persiapan bersama) ketika pertama kali masuk universitas ituadalah hal pertama yang saya pikirkan waktu melihat selebaran-selebaran open recruitment berbagai orgaisasi di sana-sini.
bermodal nekat akhirnya saya mencoba mengikuti wawancara menjadi anggota badan eksekutif mahasiswa tingkat keluarga mahasiswa, ambil bagian kementrian lingkungan hidup. ikut wawancara ngemeng ini ngemeng itu yang sangat normatif sekali jawaban-jawaban saya. eeehh ternyata lolos dan whoaa jadilah saya menjadi seoranga anak bem. gak pernah nyangka ternyata jadi anggota bemitu capek sekali ya? 6 bulan kemudian brukk ambruklah tubuh saya dan harus dirawat di rumah sakit.
apa setelah itu saya kapok? tidak ternyata setelah satu tahun kepengurusan berakhir, saya daftar lagi kepengurusan berikutnyaa. tapi ternyata semangata tak sekuat tahun lalu lagi bisa di bilang stengah kepengurusan itu saya menjadi manusia gabut (gaji buta) sering ngilang ilang timbul.
jadi apa sih sebenarnya yang saya dapat dari organisasi itu?
selain capek, bosan? banyak teman-teman. saya belajar banyakk sekali bahkan lebih banyak dari apa yang saya pelajari di kelas waktu kuliah. saya blajar mengembangkan diri, saya belajar mendengarkan, saya belajar bagaimana berkomunikasi yang baik dengan orang lain. dan saya belajar bagaimana cara memannfaatkan diri kita sendiri agar bisa bermanfaat bagi orang lain. kepuasan ketika selesai mengerjakantugas. kepuasan ketika acara yang kita buat berjalan dengan lancar. rasanya terbayar semua capek, lelah penat dan stress.
bermodal nekat akhirnya saya mencoba mengikuti wawancara menjadi anggota badan eksekutif mahasiswa tingkat keluarga mahasiswa, ambil bagian kementrian lingkungan hidup. ikut wawancara ngemeng ini ngemeng itu yang sangat normatif sekali jawaban-jawaban saya. eeehh ternyata lolos dan whoaa jadilah saya menjadi seoranga anak bem. gak pernah nyangka ternyata jadi anggota bemitu capek sekali ya? 6 bulan kemudian brukk ambruklah tubuh saya dan harus dirawat di rumah sakit.
apa setelah itu saya kapok? tidak ternyata setelah satu tahun kepengurusan berakhir, saya daftar lagi kepengurusan berikutnyaa. tapi ternyata semangata tak sekuat tahun lalu lagi bisa di bilang stengah kepengurusan itu saya menjadi manusia gabut (gaji buta) sering ngilang ilang timbul.
jadi apa sih sebenarnya yang saya dapat dari organisasi itu?
selain capek, bosan? banyak teman-teman. saya belajar banyakk sekali bahkan lebih banyak dari apa yang saya pelajari di kelas waktu kuliah. saya blajar mengembangkan diri, saya belajar mendengarkan, saya belajar bagaimana berkomunikasi yang baik dengan orang lain. dan saya belajar bagaimana cara memannfaatkan diri kita sendiri agar bisa bermanfaat bagi orang lain. kepuasan ketika selesai mengerjakantugas. kepuasan ketika acara yang kita buat berjalan dengan lancar. rasanya terbayar semua capek, lelah penat dan stress.
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kalau yang mau tau tentang isi teori nash equilibrium ini link nya :http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nash_equilibrium
itu tentang game theory dan keseimbangannya. sederhana simple tapi berguna banyak (jadi ingat mikroekonomi 2)
kalau yang mau tau tentang isi teori nash equilibrium ini link nya :http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nash_equilibrium
itu tentang game theory dan keseimbangannya. sederhana simple tapi berguna banyak (jadi ingat mikroekonomi 2)
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